If you listen closely, everything is making LOVE ☥ The birds and the bees, the flowers and the trees. During SEX people merge in LOVE.In ORGASM they divide in LIGHT. The sun itself is orgasmically merging and dividing…..Reproducing itself,just as two people do when they make a child. I like Read more
Our demons danced with each other. There was no shame in this allowance.It felt ancient. Primordial. True. I was more connected to source then, than I’ve ever felt trying to be… better. I wanted him to be all of himself.And he embraced me for me. We touched the fires togetherand Read more
☀️ Alchemy 🌙 Above are pictures of an outdoor altar Adam and I created at our first home. The “seed altar” and the “womb altar.” The seed altar was a place where adam would give his seed to remember that his body is to be respected and is a creative Read more
☀️ ~Alchemy~ 🌙When the Sun marries the Moon*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_ I got married when I was ready to alchemize. I spent my 20s idealizing the ways of the “Virgin Priestess.” Tho in this society the Virgin priestess is misunderstood. ( I should say that women are misunderstood in general.) * BACKGROUND *The Virgin Priestess Read more
On a very specific birthday, after spending a seven year cycle deeply investigating myself through the Goddess, I tattooed a self marriage symbol, in the color of blood, on my wedding ring finger. My ceremony to myself was performed at the Goddess Temple of Ashland. The same place that I Read more
When I was searching for the man I was going to marry, I was looking for my “lock and key.”You know, that person who fits me so well that he feels like the missing parts of my soul. I assumed that this lock and key would make me feel complete. Read more
My husband and I have wild sex. WiLd! As in messy, unpredictable, untamable, uncomfortable, awkward, joyful, expanding, emotional, passionate, and fully expressed. Sometimes I shut down in the middle of love making.Sometimes, right in the middle of penetration, I can’t feel anything. Sometimes I’m emotional.I’m sad and I start to Read more
Long ago, The Virgin Priestess was a leader of the community, and she belonged fully to herself. She was a whore and also “whole.” Both of these things were seen in high regard. She was married to the community, and she governed through her advanced site.As a whore, or a Read more
The Virgin Priestess stands before the King in the rite of Hieros Gamos,a love making ceremony that will bless the people and bring abundance to the lands. But this time, The Priestess and the King are to be wed.It will be a marriage between GOD and Goddess. The joining of Read more
As I sit in bed I am contemplating my life. Where am I? Who am I? What led me here? But nothing is coming. Do I need to be amongst the trees and the birds and the bees? I can’t easily get there as I have an injury to my Read more
She isn’t a traditionally pretty girl. She shaves her head-And leaves mud caked beneath her nails.But her body image never bothers her. There is something truly sexy about her. Sex, as it relates to primal nature.As in, the wild freedom of someone who refuses to be made into an object. Read more
Goddess Diana (Artemis) speaks: “It has taken me 1,000s of years to find a beloved who honors my primal sexuality.My belly wisdom. My emotional expression that reflects the waxing and waning of the moon. I will not forsake my sovereignty because I am whole. But I am also interconnected.Life is Read more
When you choose to be married, it’s a choice to alchemize. It’s a choice to change and transform. And to do that, a container is necessary. But! How do you navigate the line between~ committing to the relationship when it’s hard. And, knowing when its time to split up, because Read more
LISTEN TO THE PODCAST!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The myths speak about marriage as the union of opposites.ALCHEMY! In paganism,women are connected to the moon,And men are connected to the sun. Women bleed according to the moon’s rhythms.And because women cycle so often ~the sun (men) holds the moon’s (women) container… When she bleeds, when Read more
I’d like to tell you a story about the sun and the moon. In pagan traditions, the woman is the moon. She is cyclical and she moves in rhythms with the tides. She is light and she is dark, as she dances in her emotional flows. The man is the Read more
One thing that made me afraid to marry Adam- is I didn’t think he was “the one.” It took me years to understand that life doesn’t give you “the one.” You choose “your one.” Through the journey… the trials and tribulations… you choose someone to journey through life. The Kabbalah, Read more
I’m here to teach pleasure. That is… if pleasure can be taught, I want to be the one to facilitate it! SACRED SENSATIONS TANTALIZING TASTES ORGASMIC EXPRESSIONS RADICAL EMBODIMENT I’m here to help us~ reconnect to the juiciness of this life. In our culture, pleasure isn’t celebrated. In fact, it’s Read more
This morning Adam and I called in our child. We made love, linking breath with heart beat. We orgasmed~ and we spoke our child’s name. Adam put his forehead to my forehead, in the “Tantric Kiss,” And we created a portal of deep knowing. He put a pillow under my Read more
So, you want to have a baby? Yeah, us too! Although many of my friends had “oopsies!”… For me & my husband- our path is the long, investigative, self journey. Our life right now, revolves around fertility promoting herbs, lifting my hips after intercourse, and cycle tracking. But, its also Read more
I just read a blog post I wrote, about how beautiful marriage is. And how it is instrumental to our growth path. It is! But it’s also hard. It’s hard in ways that I understand, and in other ways that I still can’t figure out. So why did we get Read more