This is a love letter to my husband, Who chooses me without conditions. ❤️ Sometimes I don’t understand why he loves me so much… We’re different in soo many ways. But he accepts me as I am. And loves me as I am. ~~⭐️ Truthfully, it’s the way that Adam Read more…
Being a Mother is SEXY. But it’s not the kind of sexy that dresses in lingerie. And it’s not the sexy that idealizes a skinny body. It’s not the kind of sexy that plays hard to get.And it’s not the kind of sexy that requires youth. It’s not the sexy Read more…
🌙 Crafting our own MARRIAGE RITES ~ The Naming Ceremony ☀️ When Adam and I got married, we changed our last name to FaeTerra. His last name was Ellis. My last name was Kozinn. FaeTerra means “Magick on Earth”…. Or Fairies among the people. Adam came up with our last Read more…
☀️ Alchemy 🌙 Above are pictures of an outdoor altar Adam and I created at our first home. The “seed altar” and the “womb altar.” The seed altar was a place where adam would give his seed to remember that his body is to be respected and is a creative Read more…
☀️ ~Alchemy~ 🌙When the Sun marries the Moon*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_ I got married when I was ready to alchemize. I spent my 20s idealizing the ways of the “Virgin Priestess.” Tho in this society the Virgin priestess is misunderstood. ( I should say that women are misunderstood in general.) * BACKGROUND *The Virgin Priestess Read more…
BELOW,I’ve attached pages from the book I’m writing called “The Book of Other.”This book could also be called “The Marriage Mysteries.”or “Hieros Gamos for Modern Day Priestesses.” My vision was to write a book that embodies the feminine perspective… in ALL ways. And to me the feminine is CHAOTIC. HER Read more…
On a very specific birthday, after spending a seven year cycle deeply investigating myself through the Goddess, I tattooed a self marriage symbol, in the color of blood, on my wedding ring finger. My ceremony to myself was performed at the Goddess Temple of Ashland. The same place that I Read more…
When I was searching for the man I was going to marry, I was looking for my “lock and key.”You know, that person who fits me so well that he feels like the missing parts of my soul. I assumed that this lock and key would make me feel complete. Read more…
My husband and I have wild sex. WiLd! As in messy, unpredictable, untamable, uncomfortable, awkward, joyful, expanding, emotional, passionate, and fully expressed. Sometimes I shut down in the middle of love making.Sometimes, right in the middle of penetration, I can’t feel anything. Sometimes I’m emotional.I’m sad and I start to Read more…
The Virgin Priestess stands before the King in the rite of Hieros Gamos,a love making ceremony that will bless the people and bring abundance to the lands. But this time, The Priestess and the King are to be wed.It will be a marriage between GOD and Goddess. The joining of Read more…
I woke up with my period. Red Blood on White Sheets, Is a symbol for my life recently…. I married my husband to merge in our union. I am the RED blood. He is the WHITE sheets. “White” represents his mental awareness, his linearity, his presence, his warrior capabilities, his Read more…
Goddess Diana (Artemis) speaks: “It has taken me 1,000s of years to find a beloved who honors my primal sexuality.My belly wisdom. My emotional expression that reflects the waxing and waning of the moon. I will not forsake my sovereignty because I am whole. But I am also interconnected.Life is Read more…
When you choose to be married, it’s a choice to alchemize. It’s a choice to change and transform. And to do that, a container is necessary. But! How do you navigate the line between~ committing to the relationship when it’s hard. And, knowing when its time to split up, because Read more…
LISTEN TO THE PODCAST!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The myths speak about marriage as the union of opposites.ALCHEMY! In paganism,women are connected to the moon,And men are connected to the sun. Women bleed according to the moon’s rhythms.And because women cycle so often ~the sun (men) holds the moon’s (women) container… When she bleeds, when Read more…
I’d like to tell you a story about the sun and the moon. In pagan traditions, the woman is the moon. She is cyclical and she moves in rhythms with the tides. She is light and she is dark, as she dances in her emotional flows. The man is the Read more…
One thing that made me afraid to marry Adam- is I didn’t think he was “the one.” It took me years to understand that life doesn’t give you “the one.” You choose “your one.” Through the journey… the trials and tribulations… you choose someone to journey through life. The Kabbalah, Read more…
This morning Adam and I called in our child. We made love, linking breath with heart beat. We orgasmed~ and we spoke our child’s name. Adam put his forehead to my forehead, in the “Tantric Kiss,” And we created a portal of deep knowing. He put a pillow under my Read more…
So, you want to have a baby? Yeah, us too! Although many of my friends had “oopsies!”… For me & my husband- our path is the long, investigative, self journey. Our life right now, revolves around fertility promoting herbs, lifting my hips after intercourse, and cycle tracking. But, its also Read more…
I just read a blog post I wrote, about how beautiful marriage is. And how it is instrumental to our growth path. It is! But it’s also hard. It’s hard in ways that I understand, and in other ways that I still can’t figure out. So why did we get Read more…
“When two givers indulge in a connection; it’s magic. It’s alchemy. I water you, you water me, we never drain each other. We just grow.” We never drain each other? What kind of idealist shit is that?! Well, Maybe if you are polyamorous, And in a strong relationship with yourself, Read more…