My child has explosive emotions. He entered this world screaming… and didn’t stop for years. He’s hypersensitive. One “wrong move” and he’s slamming the door in my face, or self-inflicting pain, or moving into a depression. I’m also hypersensitive. In my early 20s I was wrongly diagnosed bipolar. Because I Read more…
An old chameleon looks up at a bush.He decides to climb it. As he climbs the bush he meets a caterpillarThe caterpillar is SCARED!He is supposed to become a butterfly,but to become a butterfly he has to go into a cocoon.And the cocoon is dark!It is lonely.What if it hurts Read more…
I wanted a Tantric loverSomeone to alchemize with He would be the sun to my moonAnd together we would be whole I didn’t realize that in our agreement, our shadows would be revealed. We illuminate each others weaknesses,First Purging the easiest waste… Then simply holding space –for the hardest shadows in Read more…
Dearest Atreyu,I have chosen you, my son ☀️ , for this hero’s journey. It will not be easy. It will have hard knox.There will be heart breaks.But there will also be ecstasy. The world is confused and backward. Many people do not see the light. I will guide you to Read more…
I can hear the Goddess Isis CRYING.The truth is, she can’t put Osiris back together. But she wants to. She wants to wrap him with her golden wings and say her magickal prayers. That’s how they say she resurrected him. But the myths were written down wrong. She did not Read more…
This is a love letter to my husband, Who chooses me without conditions. ❤️ Sometimes I don’t understand why he loves me so much… We’re different in soo many ways. But he accepts me as I am. And loves me as I am. ~~⭐️ Truthfully, it’s the way that Adam Read more…
But,Do you know WHY Witches prefer to be naked? It all stems back to the story of Adam and Eve. And most notably Lilith, who refused to lie beneath adam, because she is whole and complete in herself.~~ 🌙 Before Eve took a bite of that apple, she and Adam Read more…
Being a Mother is SEXY. But it’s not the kind of sexy that dresses in lingerie. And it’s not the sexy that idealizes a skinny body. It’s not the kind of sexy that plays hard to get.And it’s not the kind of sexy that requires youth. It’s not the sexy Read more…
“The Divine Feminine knows that a birth demands a death, and the personal self sometimes has to die if the world is to be made sacred.” ~ Sally Kempton ~~~ ⭐️ Dear Atreyu, I died the day you were born. And my “death” ~ was my greatest fear! Because before Read more…
I AM. Ever changing. Always growing. Shapeshifting and morphing in response to my current experience. AND WE ALL ARE~ More than what’s being said. & more than what’s being shown…. What if we stopped branding ourselves. And started being ourselves? WHAT IF Our personal evolution mattered more to us ~~ Read more…
🌙 Crafting our own MARRIAGE RITES ~ The Naming Ceremony ☀️ When Adam and I got married, we changed our last name to FaeTerra. His last name was Ellis. My last name was Kozinn. FaeTerra means “Magick on Earth”…. Or Fairies among the people. Adam came up with our last Read more…
My husband says this is the “Age of the Maiden.” And by that he means…The Age of the Mother, when life revolved around family, is gone. We are a culture obsessed with youth, beauty & independence.With the digital age, the young seeker can tap into information he needs… instantly. He Read more…
I was once taken by the Goddess. And while she was in me,She taught me how to dance rooted.She taught me how to make my sex, my own.She taught me to worship my blood.She reminded me to open my mouth when I give birth…so that my WOMB will open to Read more…
The Priest stands at the pulpit in his white robe. As he gives his sermon, he is in this moment the incarnated embodiment of Jesus Christ. His WHITE robe signifies his purity, his freedom from sin… and his connection to the divine white light that links us to GOD. But Read more…
The Red Thread: Rites of Passage for the Mother Phase of Life THE LABYRINTH!!! The labyrinth is an ancient, universal symbol representing our journey through life, ordeals and initiations. The pathway is associated with spiritual rebirth. The journey into the labyrinth’s center is symbolic of death, and the journey out Read more…
“It doesn’t matter HOW you gave birth, what matters is that YOU DID!” To all the mothers who birthed at home ~ YOU did it! To all the mamas who birthed in the hospital~ YOU did it! And to all the mothers who birthed unexpectedly or traumatically~ YOU did it! Read more…
After childbirth you loose yourself The women’s mysteries would say, “The blood is now milk.”And the new mother enters a special sort of limbo. Everything is about the baby.Self care can feel non-existent & the trial of being a new parent~ may take some to their wits end. (Thank goodness Read more…
I want my son to believe that he can be anything. He can be a musician, a world traveler, a climate change activist… He can be a visionary artist in New York, a cowboy in New Zealand, a talk show host on his own YouTube channel…. A chef, a pilot, Read more…
☥* Blood Rites *☥ HER daughter walked toward the Red Tent to learn the wisdom of women. She had just started her first MOON. Blood dripped into her undergarments, caught by a piece of fabric her mother stitched together for her. She had no idea what this blood meant, except Read more…
When I got pregnant, I expected that I would have someone to guide me into my next phase of life. Maybe my mother ~ or my best friends who had children of their own… but no. And I thought, that since I had traveled the country, helping women set up Read more…