Being a protector means balancing the trifecta of safeguarding my partner, shielding myself from her, and protecting my own well-being. It’s a journey of strength and vulnerability, where the greatest challenge is learning when to protect and when to trust that we can protect each other. ~ Adam As a Read more
I am love, an unconfined, dynamic energy that weaves through every connection, embracing the infinite possibilities of human relationships. ~ Love When I reflect on the different types of love I’ve experienced and witnessed, it feels like exploring a rich tapestry woven with threads of varied hues and textures. Each Read more
An old chameleon looks up at a bush.He decides to climb it. As he climbs the bush he meets a caterpillarThe caterpillar is SCARED!He is supposed to become a butterfly,but to become a butterfly he has to go into a cocoon.And the cocoon is dark!It is lonely.What if it hurts Read more
In the abyss of solitude, I found myself enveloped by the darkness of despair, suffocating beneath the weight of abandonment. Yet, amidst the echoes of loneliness, I discovered a resilience born from the depths of my own solitude, a glimmer of light guiding me through the shadows. ~ Myself Alone Read more
I can hear the Goddess Isis CRYING.The truth is, she can’t put Osiris back together. But she wants to. She wants to wrap him with her golden wings and say her magickal prayers. That’s how they say she resurrected him. But the myths were written down wrong. She did not Read more
In the dance of desire, we become both the storm and the calm, a force of nature seeking deep connection and transformation. It’s a rhythm where passion meets restraint, an intricate tango of giving and holding back. This energy, both raw and refined, seeks a partner willing to match its Read more
In the tapestry of love, fractal timelines of choice are not mere detours but revelations. They unveil paths untraveled, desires unexplored, and lessons waiting to be learned. While they may tantalize with possibilities, they ultimately guide us towards deeper self-awareness and understanding. Such timelines, though complex, remind us of the Read more
In the intricate ballet of love, the warmth of security wraps around us like a comforting blanket on a cold night, grounding and steadfast, while the thrill of freedom is the wind beneath our wings, lifting and exhilarating. When intertwined, these energies create a symphony of emotion — a dance Read more
In the tapestry of human experience, nestled amidst the threads of fleeting passions and ephemeral engagements, lies a profound, enigmatic connection, so deeply rooted, it seems to echo from the annals of time itself – the eternal soul love. It’s a love untethered by the constraints of physical existence, transcending Read more
In the silent symphony of unrequited love, the heart plays a melody only it can hear. It’s a song of hope and longing, echoing in the vast chambers of what could have been. Every beat carries the weight of unspoken words and missed moments. Yet, even in its solitude, such Read more
The journey of conceiving and birthing a child holds significant spiritual meaning for us at FaeTerra. We seek to explore the deeper connections, love, and spiritual aspects involved in the process. Here are some points to consider regarding the spiritual dimensions of conceiving and birthing: Ultimately, embracing the spiritual dimensions Read more
This is a love letter to my husband, Who chooses me without conditions. ❤️ Sometimes I don’t understand why he loves me so much… We’re different in soo many ways. But he accepts me as I am. And loves me as I am. ~~⭐️ Truthfully, it’s the way that Adam Read more
Being a Mother is SEXY. But it’s not the kind of sexy that dresses in lingerie. And it’s not the sexy that idealizes a skinny body. It’s not the kind of sexy that plays hard to get.And it’s not the kind of sexy that requires youth. It’s not the sexy Read more
🌙 Crafting our own MARRIAGE RITES ~ The Naming Ceremony ☀️ When Adam and I got married, we changed our last name to FaeTerra. His last name was Ellis. My last name was Kozinn. FaeTerra means “Magick on Earth”…. Or Fairies among the people. Adam came up with our last Read more
I want my son to believe that he can be anything. He can be a musician, a world traveler, a climate change activist… He can be a visionary artist in New York, a cowboy in New Zealand, a talk show host on his own YouTube channel…. A chef, a pilot, Read more
Our demons danced with each other. There was no shame in this allowance.It felt ancient. Primordial. True. I was more connected to source then, than I’ve ever felt trying to be… better. I wanted him to be all of himself.And he embraced me for me. We touched the fires togetherand Read more
☀️ Alchemy 🌙 Above are pictures of an outdoor altar Adam and I created at our first home. The “seed altar” and the “womb altar.” The seed altar was a place where adam would give his seed to remember that his body is to be respected and is a creative Read more
☀️ ~Alchemy~ 🌙When the Sun marries the Moon*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_ I got married when I was ready to alchemize. I spent my 20s idealizing the ways of the “Virgin Priestess.” Tho in this society the Virgin priestess is misunderstood. ( I should say that women are misunderstood in general.) * BACKGROUND *The Virgin Priestess Read more
BELOW,I’ve attached pages from the book I’m writing called “The Book of Other.”This book could also be called “The Marriage Mysteries.”or “Hieros Gamos for Modern Day Priestesses.” My vision was to write a book that embodies the feminine perspective… in ALL ways. And to me the feminine is CHAOTIC. HER Read more
Me:Goddess, why do humans make love? :*¨¨*:☆ SHE:To know the stars of course! At one time, we were all ONE light. Then~ a BIG BANG happened–and that light scattered into many pieces and parts. When humans make love, they find pieces of their star again. Through relationship humans feel closer Read more