Whenever I get self-righteous or high and mighty.
Whenever I am judgmental and want to push people away for not being “good enough.”
I remember when I felt absolutely insane.
I’ve had periods of time in my life when I couldn’t get out of bed or support myself.
I’ve had periods of time when my social anxiety was so intense, I hid out for days.
I use to go to therapy and was offered medication.
One of my most profound learning experiences was choosing “crazy” over “sanity.”
I chose not to take prescription pills~ because I didn’t want to be normal!
I wanted to bask in being abnormal.
Because what other’s call “abnormal,” allows me to feel fully ALIVE.
As i remember these complicated times,
I cannot judge anyone~
We are all on our WILD journey of self-discovery.
I watch everyone~
As they walk walk two steps forward and one step back,
Dancing in Life’s Merry Go-ROUND.
I hold space.