I am love, an unconfined, dynamic energy that weaves through every connection, embracing the infinite possibilities of human relationships.

~ Love

When I reflect on the different types of love I’ve experienced and witnessed, it feels like exploring a rich tapestry woven with threads of varied hues and textures. Each type of love carries its unique essence, contributing to the fullness of life and the growth of the soul.

Self-Love: Self-love is the foundation upon which all other forms of love are built. It’s the compassionate acceptance and appreciation of who I am, with all my strengths and flaws. This type of love involves nurturing my own well-being, setting healthy boundaries, and making choices that honor my true self. It’s about forgiving myself for past mistakes and celebrating my achievements. Self-love means prioritizing my mental, emotional, and physical health, and understanding that my worth is inherent, not dependent on external validation. When I truly love myself, I can approach the world with confidence and resilience, offering genuine love to others from a place of wholeness.

Platonic Love: Platonic love is the deep, non-romantic connection I share with friends. It’s characterized by mutual respect, trust, and a sense of companionship. This type of love is about supporting and uplifting each other without any expectation of romantic involvement. It’s the joy of shared experiences, the comfort of knowing someone has my back, and the ease of being my true self without fear of judgment. Platonic love enriches my life with laughter, shared memories, and a sense of belonging. It’s the type of love that reminds me that connections don’t need to be romantic to be profound and fulfilling. It provides a stable foundation of support and understanding, enriching my emotional landscape with genuine bonds of friendship.

Divine Love: Divine love is the transcendent love I feel towards a higher power, the universe, or a spiritual essence. It’s a connection that goes beyond the physical realm, touching the core of my soul. This love brings a sense of peace, purpose, and belonging that is not tied to any earthly circumstances. It’s the feeling of being part of something greater, a source of infinite love and compassion that is always available to me. Divine love guides me through life’s challenges, offering comfort and wisdom. It encourages me to live with kindness, humility, and a sense of interconnectedness with all beings. This type of love transcends the ego, fostering a deep sense of unity and oneness with the universe. It inspires me to live with grace, understanding, and an open heart, knowing that I am always held in the embrace of a higher love.

Guardian Love: Whether it’s towards a child or another adult, this love embodies the role of a nurturer and wisdom guide. It’s about stewarding another soul, sharing wisdom, and providing a safe, nurturing space. This love is marked by a deep sense of responsibility and care, ensuring that the other person feels supported and protected as they grow and learn.

Physical Love: This love is more than mere attraction or lust; it’s a profound magnetism between bodies that is unexplainable yet unwavering. It ignites a deep sense of joy, love, and creativity within me. Intimacy and touch flow effortlessly, as natural as water. This type of love lights up my entire being, filling me with an uncontainable zest for life and deep connection.

Soul Contract Love: This love exists within the boundaries of a mutual agreement, lasting as long as the contract remains in place. Whether the contract is fulfilled or broken, the spark of this love is ignited at the start and extinguished at the end. It’s a love with a defined purpose and time frame, open at the beginning and closed at its conclusion.

Growth Soul Love: This type of love is an exhilarating journey where both partners engage in a beautiful grind, pushing each other toward their true wholeness. It’s the attraction of opposites, not merely for the sake of being different, but because these differences spur profound growth. It’s about opposite perceptions that guide us to our true paths, helping us embrace our soul’s truth and love. In this relationship, we challenge and inspire each other to become the best versions of ourselves, growing together in a harmonious dance.

Familiar Soul Love: This is the love where everything seems to exist in the unseen and unspoken realms. We understand each other fully without needing words. Our choices and decisions align seamlessly, as if we are reading each other’s minds. It’s like a symphony, perfectly synchronized, where even our spontaneous actions match uncannily. This love is pure and effortless, a dance of souls who have known each other across lifetimes.

Alchemical Love: This is the profound, transformative love that merges two souls to birth a new one. It’s the creation of a child, a living embodiment of the union between two people. This type of love is a powerful blend of physical, emotional, and spiritual connections, resulting in the miraculous birth of a new soul. It represents the ultimate act of creation and the merging of two lives to give life to another.

Unconditional Love: This type of love is boundless and unwavering, existing without conditions or chains. It’s pure and steadfast, impossible to shake or break. It feels like two stars dancing in the sky, a pure energy that transcends the physical and earthly realms. This love just exists and expresses itself naturally, beyond comprehension, embracing everything and everyone in its expansive embrace.

Love is a vast and dynamic force that can take on many forms, often blending and evolving over time. It’s not confined to neat categories or strict definitions. The love I feel towards another person can be a unique combination of self-love, platonic love, and divine love, along with any of the other types.

For instance, a romantic relationship might start with a deep physical attraction and grow into a growth soul love, where both partners challenge each other to become their best selves. Over time, this relationship might also encompass familiar soul love, where we understand each other without words, and guardian love, where we nurture and support each other’s growth. Similarly, a friendship can blend platonic love with elements of divine love, creating a bond that feels both grounded and transcendent.

Moreover, the way love manifests can change as the relationship evolves. What starts as a soul contract love might transition into unconditional love, or a relationship initially based on physical attraction might deepen into a profound spiritual connection. Love is fluid, expanding beyond the confines of defined categories or contracting into a singular, powerful essence.

Ultimately, love is as varied and multifaceted as the individuals who experience it. It defies strict boundaries and can be a beautiful, ever-changing blend of multiple types, reflecting the unique nature of each connection.

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In the dance of desire, we become both the storm and the calm, a force of nature seeking deep connection and transformation. It’s a rhythm where passion meets restraint, an intricate tango of giving and holding back. This energy, both raw and refined, seeks a partner willing to match its fervor. Not everyone can handle its intensity, but those who do become co-authors in a tale of alchemy and boundless connection.

~ Love

There are facets of our being that lurk beneath the surface, waiting for the perfect moment to emerge. One such facet for me has been an intense sexual desire, an almost consuming need to envelop and transform another. Like an alchemist seeking to turn base metals into gold, my desire seeks to create a cocoon of change and deep connection.

Where does this sexual power come from? This question has often echoed in the corridors of my mind. Was it a dormant volcano, lying in wait, or did some event or realization awaken it? It’s tempting to seek external factors, but it feels more innate than that. It’s a raw energy, an elemental force that’s always been a part of me, waiting for its moment in the sun.

Navigating and dancing in this energy is a challenge. It’s a rhythm of passion and restraint, of giving and holding back. It’s like a tango where I am both the leader and the follower, adjusting my steps according to the ebb and flow of my own desires and the needs of my partner.

But how do I share this powerful energy when it feels like most can’t handle its intensity? Like the sun, my desire can be blinding if one gazes too directly at it. The truth is, not everyone will be equipped or willing to dance this dance with me. It requires vulnerability, trust, and an open heart, both from myself and my partner.

Yet, my desire is not about craving or possessing. It’s about sharing, connecting, and sparking an energy that can set the world aflame. Even if it’s too intense for some, the right partners will recognize and match my energy. They will be the ones willing to embark on this transformative journey with me.

In conclusion, my extreme sexual desire is a force to be reckoned with, an energy that seeks connection and transformation. While it’s not always easy to find the right dance partner, I trust that the universe will bring those individuals into my life who can handle, appreciate, and reciprocate the intensity and beauty of my passion.

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Our demons danced with each other.

There was no shame in this allowance.
It felt ancient. Primordial. True.

I was more connected to source then, than I’ve ever felt trying to be… better.

I wanted him to be all of himself.
And he embraced me for me.

We touched the fires together
and it allowed us to speak our truth with certainty.

I’ve always been married to darkness,
which I believe makes me more light.

I think-
The illusions of our time stem from the need to control each other.
And so, we control ourselves.

I’m not a fan of chaos.
But I’m also not afraid of it.

I have a strong inner guidance.
And I lead from my heart.
My mind is rational.

And these qualities keep me balanced,
as i let myself be free.

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SHE:
To know the stars of course!

At one time, we were all ONE light.

Then~ a BIG BANG happened–
and that light scattered into many pieces and parts.

When humans make love, they find pieces of their star again.

Through relationship humans feel closer to source.

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My husband and I have wild sex.

WiLd!
As in messy, unpredictable, untamable, uncomfortable, awkward, joyful, expanding, emotional, passionate, and fully expressed.

Sometimes I shut down in the middle of love making.
Sometimes, right in the middle of penetration, I can’t feel anything.

Sometimes I’m emotional.
I’m sad and I start to cry.
I’m angry and I want to choke him.

Sometimes, I’m madly in love and I want to merge as one.

Sometimes our sex is profound.
My husband will gaze at my vulva with adoration,
and know that I am the temple where he goes to pray.

He’ll spend hours massaging my body,
holding presence,
as I release whatever comes up.

And sometimes my husband needs worship.
Sometimes he is emotional and wants a quick release.

Our sex is unpredictable.
One day we may repel each other,
and the next we are magnetically intertwined.

We believe that sex is a reflection of our inner worlds.
And how our sex is that day, helps us understand ourselves.

It has helped our marriage to not push for sexual perfection.
Instead, we enjoy the madness.

Which I believe,
Is the only way to enjoy this life.

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Long ago,
The Virgin Priestess was a leader of the community, and she belonged fully to herself.
She was a whore and also “whole.” Both of these things were seen in high regard.
She was married to the community, and she governed through her advanced site.
As a whore, or a priestess who utilizes sexuality for healing purposes~
She was educated in Sexual rites, and she would perform lovemaking in rituals to bless the lands or to heal men wounded in war.

This blog post is meant to expand our modern day perspective on the whore:

The word whore originates from ‘Horus’ the god of the sun,
there used to be the women of Horus, the same with the ladies of the rose or Mary Magdalenes,
who would open, awaken and initiate people into the higher inner realms associated with the sun at their temples thru tantra … they used to wear clothes with a special symbol over there heart which signified that they had ‘given’ their life over to the sun god and that they were the sacred sisters/lovers of the sun, this is where the idea of the scarlet letter comes in, but with a more twisted meaning later on, with it being used against the sisters instead of the sisters being honored as intermediaries to the gates of the being of the sun …

Horae : Multi Cultural, Known in Persia as “houris”, in Egypt as “Ladies of the Hour”, in Babylon as “harines”.
Semetics called them “whores” after Hor (meaning a hole) who was the ancestress of the Horites.

In Greece the Horae were Aphrodite’s celestial nymphs, who performed the Dances of the Hours,
acted as midwives to the Gods and inspired earthly Horae (harlot priestesses) to train men in Sexual Mysteries.

The dance the hora was based on the priestesses’ imitation of the zodiacal circling of “hours”.
Time-keeping is known as horology because of the systems devised by these ancient priestesses of the Goddess.
The Horae were called “fair ones, begetters of all things, who in appointed order bring on day and night, summer and winter, so as to make months and years grow full.”

The Vestal Virgins serving in the temples of Vesta and Hestia in Greece and Rome were originally harlot-priestesses.
The temples of Aphrodite at Eryx, Corinth and Cyprus were served by a thousand sacred harlots apiece.

The promiscuous priestess-shamans of Japan were called Holy Mothers.
Every Babylonian woman prostituted herself in the temple before marriage.

The original meaning of the word prostitute is “unmarried woman”. (Women’s Encyclopedia of Myths and Secrets. . .Walker, B.)

The word Whore means “Hole” and it was derived from the ancient times of the Goddess it was a word used to describe those who could create a portal to the universe.
The Dakini was the sacred Whore.
Of course as with all words, symbology and animals associated with the Goddess it got lost in translation.
And deemed evil and negative.
There is a lecture you can watch by William Henry called, “Stairway to Heaven” it is about the lineage of Mary Magdalene and Isis the keepers to the Holy Grail.

The reclamation of such words as “bitch” “cunt” “slut” and “whore” has been a long process, especially over the last many decades.
So many women still allow themselves to but hurt and controlled by these words, and still hurt each other with them. Recently I witness a girl in absolute duress over being called a “slut”.
She claimed that the woman that insulted her is known to be an escort,
which seemed to make the insult feel much worse to her.
She (a go go dancer) compared herself as superior to the escort and to strippers and other sex workers, ”
I don’t dance in thongs. I’m not sliding on a pole and grinding on people’s laps!”

I find it interesting that so often women still fall into this kind of rhetoric,
“At least I’m not (fill in the blank of shameful behavior)”.

We put ourselves into hierarchies trying to make ourselves feel better, but as we do this we demonize our sisters.

I wanted to say to this girl, “And what if you were a slut? What if you were a stripper.
There’s nothing wrong with any of that either. What she calls you doesn’t matter, its her harming intention that is wrong.”

** Whore: A woman who experiences her sexuality outside of the realms defined by men and the predominant attitude of society. In other words, whore can be defined as a woman who defines herself. **

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If you listen closely, everything is making LOVE ☥

The birds and the bees, the flowers and the trees.

During SEX people merge in LOVE.
In ORGASM they divide in LIGHT.

The sun itself is orgasmically merging and dividing…..
Reproducing itself,
just as two people do when they make a child.

I like to meditate on the ORGASMIC impulse that runs through all things.
It makes me feel in love with life itself.

I want to walk this Earth as if I’ve been kissed a thousand times.
I want to attract a beloved through a magnetic resonance,
as if my pheromones is a love potion and my body is calling him home.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Meaning:
When you pull this card, you are in Love!

But what does it mean to be in love?

Love is the strong magnetic attraction you feel for another.

Many spiritual paths guide us to feel love through transpersonal states.
This is the expansive kind of love that breaks us out of the ego,
and reminds us that we are “one with all.”

However, for most people LOVE is an embodied experience.
It’s a process that helps us understand our ego,
including we are as an individual, what we value, and what turns us on.

We are usually attracted to mirrors.
These people unlock parts of ourselves that are otherwise hidden away.
This process furthers our growth journey.

~~~
Love is described throughout time in different ways.

The Greek word Eros, represents erotic love.
We know it as the yearning to celebrate body pleasure.

Eros is another name for the Greek god Cupid.
And in Hinduism, he is called Kama.

Both Kama and Cupid shoot their bows at individuals destined to connect with each other.

Kama is associated with the word “karma.”

The laws of Karma remind us that there is a meaning behind connections.
Souls may be drawn to each other because of a previous experiences associated with reincarnation.

And so in the Hindu myth,
Kama shoots his arrows of love at people, in alignment with karma, to guide them to resolve their unfinished business.

This dynamic often plays out today through love.
Two people are drawn to each other to work something out.

~~~
Love’s meaning grows when marriage is involved.
If you have pulled the “You are a Wife” card,
it may indicate that a fuller understanding of love is coming for you.

This is the kind of love that develops when you choose to go on life’s journey with someone. Together you unravel and transform and refine yourselves into who you will become.

~~~

Whatever form of love you are in,
Remember that love’s strong magnetism works as a mirror,
and it will help you become your truest you.

Besides that!
Celebrate all the feel good chemicals!!

When you feel in love, the whole world responds to your heart’s frequency.
Enjoy your friendships today and shower the one you love with a thousand kisses!

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As I sit in bed I am contemplating my life. Where am I? Who am I? What led me here? But nothing is coming. Do I need to be amongst the trees and the birds and the bees? I can’t easily get there as I have an injury to my foot. I got 5 stitches yesterday and was able to hobble to the bathroom and the kitchen to do my daily morning routine. But now I have a deep cock sexual urge.

As my cock fills with blood pulsating and energetically pushing out towards the ether. What does it need? What does it desire? Maybe to be witnessed and worshiped? Or maybe to connect with another in the deepest form of intimacy. The merger and alchemical process of two souls dancing amongst the sun and moon and witnessed by the stars.

Now the blood flows back to my heart bringing joy and a smile. I just danced with my sexual current. Oh the beautiful dance it was. So filled with happiness.

Oh no wait blood is flowing once more down to my cock. A primal urge this time is taking over. Starting to feel agitated and angry. Such unstartilating angst. I must release this but how? Masterbation is only a quick fix with no long term benefit. I can just be with it and send hearts love of compassion and warmth. The cock bows and lets the energy go. Have I dodged a bullet? Or will it return shortly? I now feel safe and warm inside. Like the sun shining after a hard winters eve. I feel blessed to be alive.

I now have an urge to share this great and powerful transformative energy. But how and with whom? My heart fills with joy of one name, a smile ear to ear. It is my best friend and wife Aurora. In play and in joy lets dance this energy and transform the pains of ourselves and the world. Now the flow has stopped in my body, mind, and spirit. Where did it go? Was this energy only for me? Or only the one Aurora and me? Not for the world? Wait nothing can be delved deeper into. A sadness is overwhelming me. What is this? Why is this here? Sucking and draining me. How do I fix this or stop this? I don’t know. I will just be with it and explore it as I dive into the shadow head first! I am a conqueror and I will be back.

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She isn’t a traditionally pretty girl.

She shaves her head-
And leaves mud caked beneath her nails.
But her body image never bothers her.

There is something truly sexy about her.

Sex, as it relates to primal nature.
As in, the wild freedom of someone who refuses to be made into an object.

A sexy that isn’t looking for approval.
A sexy that comes from feeling whole.

She will never wear a push up bra or wear artificial lashes. 
Her desirability comes from riding the waves of her own abandon.

She is in a cathartic relationship with pleasure.

Her body is her temple 
and every man she is drawn to is Divine.

She hears the way society tells her to be,
But it melts away with her trust in spirit.

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That is…
if pleasure can be taught, I want to be the one to facilitate it!

SACRED SENSATIONS

TANTALIZING TASTES

ORGASMIC EXPRESSIONS

RADICAL EMBODIMENT

I’m here to help us~ reconnect to the juiciness of this life.

In our culture, pleasure isn’t celebrated.

In fact, it’s taboo to enjoy our body.

But its enjoying our bodies,
that heals our bodies!

YES!!!
….

OOoooo!…
I’m so tired of listening to my friends tell me about
their strict fasts and their sexual celibacies.

I assume they believe-
that if they control their body’s desires,
they will be….
thinner, cleaner, more approvable? More lovable? Safe.

Because that’s the only thing that makes sense…. Right?!

Let me tell you,
Restriction does not lead to vibrant health.

Orgasms lead to vibrant health.

DANCING
SINGING
PAINTING

Days in the sunshine.
Play dates with friends.

SAVORING GREAT FOOD!
Touching it, smelling it, enjoying it.

&
Have SEX!
It’s good for you.
If you don’t have a partner, learn to have sex with yourself.

BECAUSE,

Pleasure IS why we are here.

& If you don’t feel comfortable living a life that revolves around pleasure,

Then you aren’t living.

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